Wednesday, September 12

Ups and Downs


Monday was Teacher’s Day.  Why, oh why, is there not a school calendar?  As soon as I arrived at the school gate in the afternoon, vaguely wondering why there seemed to be so many flowers around, the girls accosted me, notified me of the holiday, and demanded to know why they had not been prepared with gifts for their teachers, as their friends had been.

One of my problems as a mom is that I lack the ability to formulate a plan and not tell the girls about it, which then means, that, as far as they are concerned, said plan is etched in stone.  The other problem is that I so readily come up with unrealistic plans.  And so, while trying to simultaneously shoulder the Rooster’s backpack, make sure the Princess wasn’t lacerating ankles with her rolling bag, field the girls’ clamor for a snack, and navigate the crush of grandma’s, parents, SUV’s and motor-scooters that surround the school gate at pick-up time, I muttered something about how maybe we could make brownies that night and the girls could belatedly hand them out in the morning.

It’s not even worth going through the number of things I had to forget to make that plan seem reasonable, if only for an instant.  Suffice it to say that, after cajoling and pleading my way through the three solid hours of homework that I’ve come to know as the Monday Special (during which time I barely allowed the girls to stop long enough to enjoy the fresh pork-buns the ayi had made at the Princess’ request), making cocoa substitute for baking chocolate and caffeine for sleep, the morning found me tying silver ribbon around little saran wrapped brownies, the dainty packages kind of losing their charm when squeezed amid elbowed-aside dirty dishes and set to a soundtrack of me shrieking ablution instructions (“don’t forget your Coochie and Booteeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyy!”). 

I was still naked in my room when I told the girls to push the elevator button, which is why they were
in the elevator when I came out and discovered that I couldn’t find my cell-phone (normally dispensable, but since--with my mom still in the US, MTH in Japan, and me supposed to be at work in just tick, tick, tick, an hour--the ayi would be picking the girls up at school and spending the night with them, today pretty much the opposite).  I hollered to the girls to come back in while I hunted, which they did, realizing as they hit our door that the Princess had left her book bag on the elevator, which was now headed for parts unknown. 

The ululations that ensued--the Princess wringing her hands and trying to find someone to blame, the Rooster openly weeping at this rending of the fabric of her universe and clearly picturing the Great and Powerful Teachers’ response to the astonishing irregularity of an entire book bag lost, my own impolitic exhortations to “shut the f---- up everything is going to be fine!” in a shriek that clearly implied the opposite, all interlaced with the tweedle of my cell-phone as I called it from yet another cell-phone I own (the idea of just taking THAT phone with me only just now--I kid you not--having occurred to me)--will live with me forever as the sound of real-deal panic. 

The elevator returned, of course,  just as I closed our front door with my cell phone in hand. The Princess’ pink bag was sitting jauntily proud of itself in the corner of the car.  The screaming stopped immediately, we got in, hit the button for the first floor, and had just begun our descent, with me reminding myself not to blame China, that this kind of chaos could (and would) happen anywhere, when the girls realized they’d forgotten to put on their green Young Communist Sprout neck-scarves.  This, the girls had previously told me, is a sin punishable by ASKING WHERE YOUR SCARF IS.  I looked at my watch, and the girls looked at me with “you know what you have to do” looks.  I pushed the button for our floor.  Just as I did, I swear, the Princess’ bag smirked at me.  

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